Spring Break for 2012 is basically over and I feel like I didn't do enough academically, but that's kind of the point. To have a reprieve from all the incredible stress that is my senior year at university, which in the end stresses you out more because you feel like a failure for not using the time wisely, or at least I do. I now have precisely eight weeks left of my English career at Quinnipiac left, which is eight weeks too long in my opinion. I can't wait for it to all be over, to get on the plane for England and be off for a few weeks, the first vacation of my adult life. I also can't wait to come home and start my Film & Video career at the school of communications. I love film so much and I'm so passionate about it, anyone who knows me knows how covertly obsessed with it I am, so I'm really happy to be working in something I love. I thought I loved English until I realized I didn't and it was too late. The English program makes you hate everything you once loved, or at least it does for me. I'm excited to go into something I love and learn to love it more as opposed to English where I went into it loving something and then no longer loving it. I also think it could be pretty cool if I moved out next year and lived with other film kids, but I don't know any of them. I mean it probably won't happen but I just want to get my own place so badly, it's my biggest goal in life, at least so far. I'm really hoping that I can graduate with a film degree by May of next year and then either go work in England, New York, or Los Angeles. That would be ideal, fingers crossed!
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